Monday, April 17, 2017

Power of Dreams

17 APRIL 2017, 08:40 PM
I'm a person who thinks of creating a better world where everyone can live peacefully. And that's my main goal in life. And when it's been told to some people, the reply I get is "you're crazy" . Well I don't mind much about the criticism, who doesn't have been criticized in their lives ? I'm still in the foundation's of my dreams and people say don't dream too much about it. I usually don't mind about those criticism, but I'll listen to advice's and ideas of different people who will help me to achieve and improve my dreams. I'm not a normal person, I don't have much  friends or allies to back me up . I'm a lonely​ eagle who fly's through the skies even in the storm's. I'm suffering from depression and I've faced many challenges because of it , and I'm not ashamed to tell about it. Any one who knows about depression may know how the life of a depressed person goes on . But even with this every piece of shit , I'm still fighting to make my dreams a reality for the sake of the world . People just gives shit about others dreams, I say don't criticize them because they may sound somewhat different from your ideas . The power of dreams is somewhat unimaginable, trust me if you think about it so hardly through your mind . You'll achieve it one day . Don't underestimate yourself or others just because yours or their dreams are seems to be crazy or different. And always try to bare the criticism and the ignorance of the other people, if you can't bare those two it'll be somewhat hard. And another thing which is important lesson to everyone of us, the people who criticized you and ignored you will sometimes try to admire you and they'll try to get close to you. No never give it a chance , if they couldn't help you or admire you when you were trying to succeed . What's the point of getting them  near you when you're finally beginning to succeed. But never forget to help or give a hand to a person, who helped you out even with a single word  in your life to succeed in your dreams. I've got so much to say but it's just boring to type 😂😂😂

Friday, April 14, 2017

A letter back to the past ...

11 APRIL 2017, 11:06 PM
Well it seems that I'm having some hard times forgetting you as my best friend. But I guess , I need to forget about you as my friend. It's somewhat hard ,but it's only the option that's left for me . I started a friendship with you since you were a close friend of mine, from the early days of my life and that's​ why I trusted you. But I guess you were not the best friend I've been looking for, I experienced some good days with you . I want forget those memories you gave me as a friend. However I don't have to pay any debt for the experiences you gave me , cause I defended and backed you up when you even don't want me to back you up. I may have not helped like other friends you had in your life, but I think I made an impact in your life for a change. Well now enough of those bullshit. I had to take decisions to move away from people, who doesn't have any use for my life. Well you were kinda like toxic person, I mean if I spoke about my dreams with you . All you did was criticize and make fun of them . I don't think it's a good thing, and I hate that kind of people. However I stayed calmly cause, I had the fear of losing my best friend. I just acted like a puppet in this friendship , cause if I didn't agree with you it was a barrage of criticism. And not only that how fun was it to make fun of other people's dream's, I know I did joke's on you but making fun of other people's dream's isn't much funny actually. Plus you had a very good skill of  lying when others asked for a hangout or something. Well you hated some of your classmates and you wanted to apply it to me also . But unfortunately I was kinda of open minded person , and I did what I wanted mostly when talking to others. And by the way you and your other best friend were quite close , and I didn't want to ruin that friendship. Anyway now the time has gone , however my mind is still struggling with the friendship issue. I know it's not impacting you much since you were using me as a puppet most of the time's. Well you can go your own way . And when I wanted to follow you on Instagram , you didn't want to accept my request . Well it's fine I'm much stronger than you are , you need a flock to survive . But I survive like an eagle who fly's all alone without any flocks . Anyway I'm still with the decision I made this year by ending a useless friendship which has no value for both of us . We all have differences in life and we need to go on our own paths . Well anyway have a great time . Thanks for the experiences and all the fake the drama you played . Anyway let's hope we could meet up someday and just have a chat for sometime . All right bitch adios ✌️